So much of writing about my character is having problem with such a mental disorder, I myself suffer from the same thing too.
Though it's not really anything as serious as self-cutting, but yesterday, something horrible happened and I don't know why, I have the tendency to hurt myself in order to feel pain. The truth is that...the pain makes me feel alive, to feel my very existence in this world.
I hope it won't grow any serious, it's really painful, and I hesitated.
Everything will be alright, I should tell myself this.
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