Well it's been more than a month since I've last updated. Why the long break, you asked? The main reason, of course is because of laziness itself!

Went to MPH warehouse sales and making full use of the discount (20% for M014 books), and also buying a few extra books which I've missed out, I bought more than 10 fiction books from the store.

Am I crazy? And here, I haven't even finish a single book.

I guess that's more than enough for books. Time to go for some spicy stuff, shall we?

Well recently, the feelings had began to fade away.....~to be continued in my private blog~

Haha...

The final exams are fast approaching, and as crazy as I am -taking 4 papers, in which 3 of them are heavy-loaded subjects-, I haven't even studied much. I don't want to retake the stupid and mind-draining law, and also the killer paper - Corporate reporting. Guess how much is my chances of prevailing?

< 10% I'd say. Somehow, I need to pressure myself into studying. The passion that was once overwhelming was gone by now.

I felt void inside my heart. I felt that my days for the past few years were nothing but a waste. I felt that I've a lot of things to catch up with. I felt that I didn't have enough time to finish everything.

Damn. I'm begining to think that not allowing myself to study and not giving it my best shot is a form of self-punishment to myself for the time I've wasted.

Worse still, I'm having the thoughts of taking another course. I really wish I could do that (especially after I've taken my OBU degree and having cleared most of my papers in this stupid course).

Nevermind. Time will state everything, and it's not like I'm rushing to work (even though the interest in property investment is pushing me over the edge, and was once a source of motivation for studies).

Now perhaps it's time to change. And hereby, I am grateful that psychology have teaches me a lot of things.

Anyway, I really do need to catch up with my life. I'm really not gonna put more of my times into wasting. What's the most important now is to gain as much knowledge as I can.

I'm wondering, what types of future lies ahead of me?