Well, it's been at least half a year I didn't talk with her, and moreover, she's been absence. I don't know her whereabout, not until I asked him today.

He told me she actually went for UK for a vacation or some sort, and it's been at least a week plus. Her A level had already finished last month, in fact. And well, he clarifies that she'll be studying overseas on UK next year.

My heart torn at the moment I heard this, somehow. I felt my mind went stupefied, and goes blank in a instant.

Perhaps, I'm just no one to her and she'd not even give a damn about me. It's me who's just being persistent.

Haih. Why I still couldn't get over with it, even after two years...It's really painful, from time to time.