Well I finally understand something's happening to this world. A lot humans were born in this world with a pure heart, uncorrupted ones.

But as they progress through their lifes, a lot undergone some overall changes on their personality, and there are even those who gave up on the pure heart, replaced by an evil or what-so-ever.

They are not the main on to be blamed though. I believe most or a huge portion of them changed due to the face of their naive attitude wouldn't make them last in this cruel and yet materialistic community.

There was a show, a chinese series which reflected this well. It was named 'A Step into the Past'. In the series there's a guy who is the heir of the emperor. He was a kind-hearted one, but due to the fact that he'll be a king someday, a lot people around him was sort of...don't want him to be the king and tried to do anything they'd ever come with to prevent that from happening. There are people who faked to approach him just to gain his trust for further benefit in the future. He sees through them well, and he knew he must change in order to deal with them. If his kind-hearted continues along with his life he'll ended up dying from those bad people.

It was a real nice series as I learnt a lot through the process of watching it.

Yeah and in the real world, it does happen. I saw a lot people changed as our life grows. He or she was not the he or she I know before anymore. They were different person already.

I am still the same, and at the same time I'm suffering due to the growth of the environment. It's making me suffocate. The air was too thin and little for such a packed community of people to be shared. Perhaps, nowadays the word 'friend' do not really occur in the world anymore.

It might be just a title, but try to think of it. Do you really treat your friend how you should be treating him or her? Is that a way to being a so-called, friend? Do not lie to yourself, you knew the answer better than anyone do...

I do not want to change. I wanted to retain myself as hard as I could. I just don't want to be someone I don't know about anymore. An experience of it was hell for me.


Well, I'm just plainly crapping at this tight hour. I should be studying the stupid law for heaven's sake which I do not know how should I study it. If I'm granted the chance, I'll tear the one who create the law apart into pieces so we humans have no need to suffer from it.

Damn you, law. I'm gonna rip you off someday.