Quite long didn't update blog...I'm really getting lazier and lazier.

Nothing much other than slightly disappointed this month. Why am I feeling this?

Went Red Box with my old mates few days ago, which I expect it'll be quite fun. But it turns out another way round. I was gravely disappointed.
Neither do I get a chance to sing my heart out properly, nor do I sing much songs. I was like sang a few songs (less than three full songs, I think?), then I made an excuse to retreat. I couldn't stand even another single second inside the room anymore, and my ears are suffering throughout the time.

I was upset due to the fact that they don't respect me when I am singing. They were like went silent (it's okay if that happens), and too giggling silently in the corner. After a short moment, they went skipped the songs without asking, and were clapping hands cheering in joy after that.

What the crap were those for? Aren't you all thinking that it's sort of like playing and hurting someone's dignity? Just think of what and how you're gonna feel when your friends do that to you. =)

It makes me miss my college buddies even more. They didn't really comment much, but they did a great job by respecting others when they're singing.
I can say, we had have a lot great times in Red Box. Credit to them.

And yet today went Pyramid for Christmas countdown. One word for it, tired. I was like standing for hours without sitting down. Then everything went crazy as everyone bought sprays and being firing at each other like mad-man/woman.

Experienced it once before, and it did caused me breathing problem. I was like sucking in for breath as if I went diving underwater for a few minutes and my heart pumping hastily. But then overall it was quite nice, especially meeting some of my friend's college friends.
It's expanding my network, and I can get know more partners in chatting.

Anyway, it seems among four of us (three of my buddies from form 3 class), 1 of them already certified for being in a relationship; whereas another is sort of...nearing to that. Another one of them already like halfway through, but not that close though. There's left me...Haiz...

Is getting a partner that difficult? I just wish someone would care about me more, and also my existence...

And anyway, I feel some kind of comfortable feeling from that girl. She seems to care about me a lot, and making me feel nice...Thanks anyway, I hardly got these kind of feelings. I'm lonely always.

Recently went playing online game again, name's Rappelz. It wasn't that attracting, but when playing with a bunch of them is indeed fun. Competing, Teasing, Questing, Leveling, and a lot more activities could keep my social needs up easily. I hope they won't leave the game that fast, and we could enjoy even more. And too, I wish more of my friends would play, and we'll make a fun and yet enjoyable guild.

After exams didn't really went anywhere as my family ceased from vacation since...after form 2/3? Really feel envious of my mates who went other places outside Malaysia to enjoy their holiday. I could just stay at home pressured by the stress given by my siblings, for fixing the router which I have not got a clue about it at all.

Went friendster, instinctively went to 'her' page again. As beautiful as usual, feeling sad too.

Anyway, I'm sure I still loving you. Would there a day of miracle is going to happen? I doubt there is...

Guys and Girls. Enjoy your holiday; don't be someone like me. =)

Adelee, I can't manage to wish you luck; so I shall do it here.
All the best; and may you prevail in your quest.

The end for this long and yet boring article.