Recently my feelings are messed up with the mixture of internal conflicts. My mind's like having an internal war, and it's consuming the energies source of the body for the battle's usage.

In fact, I was freaking exhausted. It's not only physically, but mentally. Physical exhuasted can recover over short period, but not mental. I wish someone could just erase all my memories and feelings, so that I won't face such a problem.

I'm tire, please...give me a place/solution for recovering from the exhaustion, and rearrange all those memories in order so won't cause self conflicts.

Why, why, why humans would be like that...If yeah, I wish I'd be a bird, flying without direction, and less stressful and tiring as human.