Okay, I'm sorry cause I've been rarely touching or updating my blog...I'm getting lazier and lazier nowadays...

I've a predicement that this is gonna be a quite short entries...Here it goes...
This few days, or should I say...week, I'm in quite a - sad mood. Let's ask you all a question.
When you saw someone online, your first message to him/her will be exactly something like 'Hi' right? And the predictable reply is the receiver will mostly send a message saying 'Hi' back to you. What if he/she replies you with '...' or 'what'? What would you feel? Especially someone you love reply with this way...
I know, she's been quite busy these few days n weeks for her Malaysian Studies Project. But can't you just give me some...better replies? You know my heart feel so pain when you talk to me such way. I can't do a thing at all, except for being sad...I think you all must have been scolding me that maybe she's too busy or whatever...But I don't think that way, I just wish she could say even a slightly 'Hi' to me or 'Bye' when she's going to off. This incident has been happening for quite a long time.
Same as my previous entry, everytime I see you online, I'm so happy. But as soon as I open the chatbox of yours, I'll feel sad cause I know, we can't communicate. I'm just a childish, funny dude who will never good enough for you...You will never Love me; but I, in the other hand, will love you as long as the feel to you are strong enough. It will not fade for quite a long time, which is what I could confirm.

Okay let me tell you all something frankly. I've crush on plenty of pretty/beautiful, cute/blur girls; but don't misunderstand me too...There are a few types of crushes which I've found out. Two of the main is admiring crush, and love crush. My normal crushes to girls are admiring crush; but for love crush, I've just experience two times...One is my first crush, while another is the current one...Please, don't ignore me cause of I've such thinking, okay? I've written all of them here cause I don't want to keep too much secrets from my friends. I think that friends are someone who can shares secret with you, and also pains...T_T

~:*You know I love you so much or not?*:~