Another sad thing, I probably get betrayed by one of my friend, he's someone I trusted with my heart, Demin...

I don't really know what's the reason that we get into arguement that day, at September. But since that day, we two had turned from good friends, into like enemies. We didn't even talk to each others since September, even during SPM, when he's sitting very near to me.

One day, I changed my msn name into " You betrayed me, you crushed the faith I've on you." while he replies by changing his name into :" So be it...like I care..." Oh my god, how could he say something like this. It really hurted me deep within my heart again. He just like turning from someone's nice into someone who is cruel. My friend tried to tell me that he's this kind of people ever since before we become friends. He said I couldn't notice about it because I'm too near with him. He told me this long time ago, but I never fully trusted his words. He said that he's so busybody in relationship problems, this is because he wanted to do some "experiment" by using other's people feeling, and gain it as an experience for himself...And I'm one of the victim. Actually I suspect about the motif he's helping everyone, but as a friend to him, I could never blame him. He had done a few things that hurted me before his betrayal, but I everytime, withstand for what he had done. This is because I treat him as one of my friend.

I'm sad for what I get in repay. Now, I tried to ask him about his studies, or his future career things, he didn't really answer me, and talk with me in a rude manners. Even if I call him send me a song, he said :" Nah here is it, I don't want to owe you anything more..." It's really suprise me for what he had said...

And now, since he's doesn't want to continue the friendship, and I'll not force him for doing so. So be it, this is the end of our friendship...